St Teresa of Avila

St Teresa of Avila (1515-1582) is a Carmelite nun, a doctor of the Catholic church (since 1970), and the patron saint of headaches, sickness, lace-makers and Spain.

Her feast day is the 15th of October.

Her symbols are a book, an arrow and a heart.

The book because of her mystical writings, most famously her prayers and the Interior Castle. And the arrow and heart because her visions were so strong that her heart was pierced by the arrow of God’s love, the ‘transverberation of her heart’, the ‘ecstacy of St Teresa’.

It can also serve as a metaphor for the power of human imagination. A book is cerebral, the violence from an arrow is physical, the heart is believed to be emotional.

She’s also associated with the dove of peace, and a tambourine for joy. In life, she had a love of music and dancing. She once said, ‘may God protect me from gloomy faced saints‘.

She’s particularly apt for starting over again on New Year’s Day:

O my God! Source of all mercy!
I acknowledge Your sovereign power.
While recalling the wasted years that are past,
I believe that You, Lord,
can in an instant turn this loss to gain.
Miserable as I am,
yet I firmly believe that You can do all things.
Please restore to me the time lost,
giving me Your grace,
both now and in the future,
that I may appear before You in “wedding garments.”
Amen.

New Year’s Eve

I read this beautiful poem, Futura Vecchia, New Year’s Eve, by Rebecca Elson in The Marginalian, Maria Popova’s fabulous ezine.

Returning, like the Earth

To the same point in space,

We go softly to the comfort of destruction,

And consume in flames

A school of fish,

A pair of hens,

A mountain poplar with its moss.

A shiver of sparks sweeps round

The dark shoulder of the Earth,

Frisson of recognition,

Preparation for another voyage,

And our own gentle bubbles

Float curious and mute

Towards the black lake

Boiling with light,

Towards the sharp night

Whistling with sound.